This is me take it or leave it

My Name is Tracey, I am 31 years old and yes i know thats old! I am married have been for nearly eleven years, i swear you get less time for murder. i have one younger sister who i love eternally and i have a few self adopted siblings the wonderful Lizzie, Mark,Carrianne, Tara, Jesta and i think thats it.... i have a goddaughter who is two weeks old today 08/08/11 and she has two adorable brothers..... I have had depression for the last 24 years yes you do the math..... although recent years has got too much

My Lovely Niece and Nephew (hummmm)

visiting Tara and Ciaran and there units today yiphee!!!! seriously mean yiphee lolĀ  anyways back to T and C been chilling with T checking out some things on her com, She makes me laugh so much although im not sure if any recent exploits match up with what Jen’s girl came out with the other day… will explain later lmao anyways better go T looks like shes going to try and rip my arm off if id keep her from the computer any longer so i will get back to you a bit later xxx t xxx

my friend

my friend

?

to have a peek into someones mind can be enlightening but now i want to cry more then ever,

My Sister:

My little sister is one of my very best friend’s, i love her with all my heart i wish i could take away her anxiety and discomfort has i have plenty of my own so a little bit more wouldn’t hurt…..

Finally said no….

so i have identifyed that i have issues saying no or rather not being able to say no

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im a gleek and proud of it

Everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it.
Confucius
Chinese philosopher & reformer (551 BC - 479 BC)

Road Trip

It was toooo late on Friday to update but i had such a lovely day hubby’s best mate G drove us to beccles and lowestoft (in Suffolk) went to see my grandparents for a cuppa then went to the beach hubby surprised me and bought me a WII soooo happy, then we walked down to the beach and played crazy golf i lost lol

fell asleep on the way home sea air knocked me out…….. Good Memories to last a very long time

Night all xxxx

me getting ready for the wedding

me getting ready for the wedding

Life: 17/02/2011

life is pretty Shiite right now i know in retrospect i haven’t helped things but seriously i need a break i want to be ME…. Problem is most of the time i don’t even know who i am

this is me

this is me